Nothing helps anymore
I feel so alone still and that I am doing everything wrong. I go to counceling. I take meds. I try to tell people how I am feeling but WRONG WRONG WRONG. I just want to give up so badly!!!!! But, I know that would be WRONG too. I need to be here for my daughter and for my fiancee, Matt.
Just venting. And if somebody would ask me if I have told my councelor and doctor about this-YES many times....please read the title of this post. I am not trying to be bitchy or anything. I just don't know what to do anymore and feel as if I do try something else it will not work either.