HOW DARE YOU! ~Rant~
My husband works 3rd shift and when he came home this morning he was very distraught. He said that he needed time alone to talk with Hope, (the daughter we lost 3 weeks ago) so I went into the living room to start my day. Finally after he had gotten some sleep he decided he wanted to talk about what had happened at work.
He proceeds to tell me that while in the lunch room a girl he works with announced that she was about 6 weeks pregnant but she wasn't at all happy and that she didn't even want the baby. Finally when he was feeling a little better and getting back into the swing of things, this girl opens her big ol mouth and inserts her foot! I had not seen him this upset sense we lost Hope. I didn't know what to say except that the next time she says something, kindly explain to her that she better be careful what she wishes for because we would give anything to be pregnant again.
The more it stewed in my mind the angrier I got. How dare she get pregnant and then not WANT that baby. She is old enough to know that there are ways to prevent getting pregnant if she didn't want to be pregnant. She chooses to do drugs and have unprotected sex then be all upset and sad that she is pregnant. I would give my last breath to just hold my daughter one more time. I would trade places with Hope in a heartbeat just to know she is here with her daddy and breathing and living. And this girl acts like she is suffering from a sickness that just wont go away. I want to take her face in my hands and smack some sense into her.
I guess this is one of those situations that pulls the scab off the healing wound inside my heart. I don't think I will ever get used to things like this...