Hello everyone. I am a little scared. Tomorrow I am having a D & C. This is my first miscarriage.
We found out last wendesday that our baby stopped growing at about 9 weeks gestation and that there was no heartbeat durig the NT Scan. The delivery of this news was a punch in the face by a doctor that I didn't even know as my doctor was uavailable.
Last week I also lost my Grandma due to Cancer. So a double whammy if you will.
My husband and I went to the hospital for a second opinion of sorts and the doctors and nurses were amazing to us, giving us the options to think about, unlike at my appointment on Wednesday, We feel like with all the information that we were given from the ER that we were given closure as well. You know God's Way....
I am heartbroken none-the-less.
Tomorrow I am scheduled for a D & C and cant help but be a little nervous, scared and well not to offend any one, but relieved that its over. I am wondering if this is normal.
I am wondering when life will return to normalcy if it ever will.
to all of you who read this....I pray every day for all of us and our rainbow babies.
Thank you in advance as well to any of you that do respond.