I want to f***ing scream!!!!!
I am sooooooooo angry!!!! I want to throw things, yell, hit something and lose my mind!!!!!! God I am so mad. Why my baby, why my son, why me?????????? Oh God how do I go on????? I want my baby back!!!! I can't stop crying =( Can't talk to my husband. It hurts him too much to talk about it. So I keep it to myself. I cry alone, get angry alone, Hell I even talk to myself. I feel so empty and worthless as a woman. I feel like I have failed everyone around me. I hate myself. God someone please tell me it gets easier!!! Cause right now, I feel alone and lost.=(