I lost my first baby on February 16, 2010. I cant seem to get over it. We lost the second one on October 1 2010. Now i cant get pregnant at all. Everything is fine according to the doctor. I hate going cause i just get so emotional. I stay an emotional wreck all the time. Its all i ever think about. Every time my husband & I have sex I think of losing another baby & i go back to the first time(mainly) & it just makes me sick every single time we have sex. I cant even enjoy sex cause i'm worried about losing a baby & we cant get pregnant. I'm sorry i'm just really emotional.