feeling...selfish? I guess?
So it has only been a week since I lost my baby, and I feel like I'm just becoming more and more angry and selfish. My fiance's sister-in-law is pregnant, they found out a week after we did and are due 10 days after we were. She talks about her new baby non stop knowing that this is killing me inside. I am happy for them both but is it just me or is that a total lack of respect? AND everytime I see a pregnant women I can't help but think to myself and ask why she got to keep her baby and I didn't? And then I see the girls who are clearly still teenagers pregnant and then I get even more furious about losing my baby.
Has anyone else gone thru this phase after miscarriage...or am I being unreasonable?