This is so hard :( Update in Red warning TMI

[pixiemom4]

 I had ultrasounds at 5,6,and 7 weeks beautiful baby with a heartbeat of 162.

Now Im loosing my little blessing... Today I started spotting and went to the ER my HCG went down and they did a ultrasound and the baby stopped growing at 7w 4d (I should be 9w 4d). Im bleeding more now but not tons no clots or tissue, quite painful cramps with shooting pains.... What scares me is they saw a flicker on the ultrasound but it was only 112bpm and they said it was my heartbeat at the cord site but it is stuck in my head and making this worse..

On Saturday I went back to the ER because I was having severe contractions less then a min apart. They did an exam and hooked me up to an IV, gave me drugs and after 6 hours sent me home... I was not bleeding much and still did not pass any clots or tissue all day Saturday and Sunday. Early this Am I passed the baby, the sack and all... It was perfect with little tiny fingers and toes and based on what I saw was at least 9w if not further along (no tail). We buried the baby and are moving on. I feel more at peace now... We will try for another little blessing. I thank God that he allowed me to give our little Angle baby a start at life......... Thnk you for all your prayers :)

[jessica11r]

I'm very sorry for your loss. :(