How are you today? August 21
Somewhere between numb and angry. Would love to sit all day with a huge bottle of wine and a pack of cigarettes and do nothing else, but I won't. I have other children to take care of, and I'm desperately trying to act normal for them. They don't know anything. Also, still waiting to start bleeding. Thinking about that, now I'm feeling scared and tired. I just want this to be all over.
*Hugs* I know at times it was difficult being strong in front of my kids.
Quoting Magpie425:Somewhere between numb and angry. Would love to sit all day with a huge bottle of wine and a pack of cigarettes and do nothing else, but I won't. I have other children to take care of, and I'm desperately trying to act normal for them. They don't know anything. Also, still waiting to start bleeding. Thinking about that, now I'm feeling scared and tired. I just want this to be all over.
Sitting here patiently waiting on the results of my bloodwork taken yesterday & about to get ready to start my day. Going to see my Mom for the last time before we leave to move out of the country. Don't know how I really feel about that more less ugh...I'm not feeling 100% & don't know why I haven't been sleeping good & I know that's part of my problem. Just got alot on my mind. Took another Dollar Tree HPT this AM around 3AM & it was BFN so not sure if my bloodwork will say any differently. Really still not knowing how to feel. I've been praying to GOD every single day for direction. Last night I had a very hopefully Dream just hoping Dreams really do come True =)
Kinda excited, we got a verbal acceptance on the house we put an offer in on in NC yesterday :) So, tomorrow this house is supposed to close escrow, and we'll be able to say goodbye to AZ!
Waiting is definitely hard. I hope you get good news. Wow moving to a new country sounds fun, we really wanted to when DH was in the Army but didn't get to. Missing family would be hard though.
Quoting MsWood729:Sitting here patiently waiting on the results of my bloodwork taken yesterday & about to get ready to start my day. Going to see my Mom for the last time before we leave to move out of the country. Don't know how I really feel about that more less ugh...I'm not feeling 100% & don't know why I haven't been sleeping good & I know that's part of my problem. Just got alot on my mind. Took another Dollar Tree HPT this AM around 3AM & it was BFN so not sure if my bloodwork will say any differently. Really still not knowing how to feel. I've been praying to GOD every single day for direction. Last night I had a very hopefully Dream just hoping Dreams really do come True =)
Yay, congrats! How excited. Is NC close to family?
Quoting Angela4boys:Kinda excited, we got a verbal acceptance on the house we put an offer in on in NC yesterday :) So, tomorrow this house is supposed to close escrow, and we'll be able to say goodbye to AZ!
Thanks! No, no family there...we are from Southern California originally...all of our family pretty much lives there, with exception of a few in Oregon, and Colorado.
Quoting blessedmommie07:Yay, congrats! How excited. Is NC close to family?
Quoting Angela4boys:Kinda excited, we got a verbal acceptance on the house we put an offer in on in NC yesterday :) So, tomorrow this house is supposed to close escrow, and we'll be able to say goodbye to AZ!
Hugs, I am sorry
Quoting Magpie425:Somewhere between numb and angry. Would love to sit all day with a huge bottle of wine and a pack of cigarettes and do nothing else, but I won't. I have other children to take care of, and I'm desperately trying to act normal for them. They don't know anything. Also, still waiting to start bleeding. Thinking about that, now I'm feeling scared and tired. I just want this to be all over.
Today I am in a bad mode. I just want to hide in bed. The morning was ok. But as the day goes on. Everyone is bugging me. It started when hubby asked if he wanted him to write a list of things I need to get done today. Man did I snap at him. So he left the house mad at me and I was pissed at him. I know I said I need to get better at getting things done. But I just don't need him to write a list for me. I know he means well but ugh it bugged me.
I'm going nuts (pregnancy mentioned)
- echupko
on Aug. 21, 2012 at 7:21 AM