Today marks exactly two months since i lost my son

[mwangi1989]

I really don't know what to do. Whether to just stay in bed the whole day and remember my son or let it pass but each time I smile or find something to laugh about I feel as tho am letting my baby down on a day am supposed to dedicate to him. Its so hard,I miss him everyday but I know he is in a better place.

[blessedmommie07]

I'm sorry for your loss.  In about a week and a half it will be 4 months since I lost my angel.  She was born sleeping at 38 weeks so we have a grave for her and I do like to visit her and bring flowers each month.  Or you can do something like planting flowers or releasing balloons if you want to do something for your angel, it can be healing.

Don't feel like your letting him down.  For me I believe my daughter would want me to keep moving foward (not forget about her) but enjoy life, live life and be happy.  And enjoy my boys, her brothers.

[mommyofnoah208]

I am so sorry for your loss.
I think you should do whatever is best for you, you are not letting him down by going about your day. It is ok to be happy even during this time. If you still want to do something in memory of him you can do something like light a candle and listen to a sweet song or write him a note or plant a garden.thinking of you

[truediva]

I am sorry for your loss. I think your baby would be joyous to see his mommy laugh about something, that lets him know that you know that even thought you miss him and you think about him everyday.Thay you know that he is in a better place.

[LovinLife81]

Guilt is normal I think I still have a lot of guilt and its been 8 years since my 2nd loss and 10 since my first. Just remember that even tho he is not here with you any long he will always be in your heart and he would not want you to mourn his loss forever.((HUGS))