Nevaeh Grace :'(

[Expectingbby1]

I'm 17. And I miscarried my baby on July 1st 2012 And I was 7 weeks 4 days. Almost Every night I write in my notebook for my baby and I listen to that song "in the arms of an angel" and I just cry soo much. It was my first pregnancy And it hurts me so bad knowing that my baby is not here with me anymore. I feel guilty for what happened. It was a natural miscarriage and I felt so bad letting my baby go. As it was happening, I felt something come out. And I felt in my heart that was my baby. I looked down at her. And my heart just dropped and I couldn't stop crying. I held her so gently because I was afraid to hurt her, even tho she was already gone I still felt that way. Now I don't know who to turn to or where to go for help. :'( I miss my baby so much. I never had a chance to know if my baby was a boy or girl but I had a strong feeling it was a girl so I named her Nevaeh Grace. And she's my angel in heaven.

[mommyofnoah208]

I am so very sorry for your loss. Thinking of you and hoping you find confort and support here. You may be able to talk with your dr about getting into seeing a couselor or support group if you think that would help you.

[Angela4boys]

I am so sorry for your loss, losing a child hurts so much.  (((hugs))

[Mamasita7176]

I'm sorry for your loss. Losing a baby/pregnancy hurts. It a loss like no other. This group is wonderful. You need support. Talk/cry as much as you need. It does get better.

[iSMILEheCRIES]

I'm sorry for your loss, talking about it helps the healing start

[Ladybugmama86]

 I am so sorry for your loss! I cannot imagine what its like to lose your first baby.

I had my first miscarriage, second loss in July and I never knew if the baby was a boy or a girl, I lost her 13 weeks, but I was not strong enough to go through a natural miscarriage so I had a dnc done and they ran some tests and told me that she was a girl. We named her Neveah Star. and my name is Grace.

[blessedmommie07]

I'm so sorry for your loss.  I agree with mommyofnoah that maybe you can talk to your doctor about seeing a counselor or finding a local support group.  That way you can get some kind of support.

[gabrielat]

Omg your post made me cry. Honey I am so sorry for your loss. I miscarried my girl when I was 17 also and it was my first pregnancy also. I have 2 tattoos dedicated to her and I look at them everyday. I know it's hard but you're still young and you have the rest of your life to have a baby. If you ever need to talk to someone about this you can always message me, because 2 years ago I was in the exact same boat as you. Don't give up hope and know you have a little guardian angel looking after you. 

[Expectingbby1]

I was thinking about getting a tattoo in memory of my baby. I wanna get something unique and that I can always look at and smile :') I'm starting a charm bracelet in memory of her. I already had her name engraved on the main heart charm. The rest of the charms are gonna represent motherhood, love, And my baby :')

Quoting gabrielat:

Omg your post made me cry. Honey I am so sorry for your loss. I miscarried my girl when I was 17 also and it was my first pregnancy also. I have 2 tattoos dedicated to her and I look at them everyday. I know it's hard but you're still young and you have the rest of your life to have a baby. If you ever need to talk to someone about this you can always message me, because 2 years ago I was in the exact same boat as you. Don't give up hope and know you have a little guardian angel looking after you. 

[weeniebaby1216]

I am 17,and miscarried in July.I was 10 weeks and 2 day.I am constantly reminded of my baby.Old tee shirts my significant other made me.We called our baby Tiny.So I had shirts that said Tiny.My s/o is an artist so I have paintings that he did that say Tiny's name.I miss my baby so much.We had so many plan for him/her.And I've been cleared to try again,but am scared.Just know,that baby loved you as much as you loved it.

[newmom2be08]

I am so sorry for your loss. It is so difficult to lose a baby! Hugs!