I Just Found Out Yesterday
We were ridiculously excited to go for our 10 week ultrasound. This is our second child, our first was a surprise and we planned this one.
Everything went as normal, we even started talking about labor and delivery while I was there. And then the ultrasound. The nurse couldn't find the heartbeat. So she called the dr in. He couldn't find it either. We were told our baby is no long alive.
We're crushed. We cried all day yesterday and today feels like the longest day of my life. Its barely 10:30am. We had so many dreams and things centered around this little life. Our DD was through the moon about being a big sister. It feels like our dreams were shattered.
Now we have the gut wrenching decisions to make. Do I wait, who knows how long, to do it naturally? D&C? That scary pill? I'm so lost and so incredibly heartbroken.