I don't think I can say it any more simple than that. I think I have hit that "angry" stage of grieving. I have been having a harder and harder time being normal. I feel like no one cares or understands. No one- i mean absolutely NO ONE- asks how I am doing. They don't even mention the fact that I was pregnant. I work with both my mom and cousin and neither one even act like something happened. I had to laugh and joke about someone putting their foot in their mouth about my mc just so I could kinda talk about it with my cousin today. I am not ok, I am getting worse. I have tried telling my boyfriend but he just doesn't get it, that I am not ok, that I am getting worse. Tonight we were talking about getting our test results back and I got so upset and just kinda shut down... and he acted like every thing was okay and got up and went to work. I just want to scream and cry and hit something... but I am scared people will think I have lost my mind, so I act just like them- I pretend like nothing happened and that I am fine. I don't know what to do, no one cares. Can't they just ask, are you doing ok? Do you want to talk about your baby? My mom still hasn't seen where she is buried. And my cousin wouldn't look at my pictures of her. My in laws held her in the hospital and go clean up around her grave. My father in law bought her a cross for her grave and was so worried that I wouldn't like it. I don't know what to do. I know my boyfriend cares and loved her, but I don't think he understands what losing her is doing to me. And I feel like I shouldn't feel this way because no one else does.