ok now im feeling guilty
i just posted in the TTC group how excited i was for DH coming home in Dec. and how we have this one night all planned out for our annver. we are going to have our first really romantic night since we had kids. but now im starting to feel really guilty. we want another baby and so of course while he is home we are going to try for one. i dont like this feeling. and its not just a little guilt, i feel like i shouldnt even try yet. like im just pushing the death of my daughter aside. how do i get over this guilt? it makes me feel like a really bad mom cause im already wanting another baby and it hasnt even been 2 months since we lost our daughter. i talk and write about her alot. im always thinking about her. is this guilt feeling ever going to go away?
Wife to Donald for 5 yrs (Annver. 12/30) and mommy to 6!
Hubby comes home Dec. 23rd!! Cant wait!!
Jason 6, Alexis 4 1/2, Catelynn 2 1/2, Ethan 1 1/2 and 2 angels. Baby Fletcher lost to MC 11/13/11 and Makayla lost to premature labor at 24 weeks 5 days 08/17/12 - 08/21/12
You may have left my arms but you will never leave my heart!