When will it feel better?
So today I would be 7 months along with my little angel and it just feels like everything is falling apart. I cannot get a hold on my emotions today with everything going on in my life right now. I am so sick of seeing other pg women, or those with newborns knowing that mine will never be. :(
I am to the point that I have exploded on 2 of my (formerly) best friends, telling them to stay away from me until their babies are grown. I am so tired of everyone telling me that everything happens for a reason and when god wills it will happen. It definitely will NOT happen for my angel, especially with my SO being too scared after 2 M/C's to try again. Today is just a lost kind of day and I needed to get it out before I go off on the next person that I see. :(