About 2 weeks ago my sister, she just turned 21, told me she is pregnant. She understands this is painful for me and that I am truly happy for her. But I can't help think of all the milestones she'll hit in her pregnancy and the jealousy I will feel. She didnt plan to get pregnant, she's still in school, doesn't have a great job, and lives with my mom. I just kind of feel like I'm being kicked when I am down. I know it's not about me but she is my sister and I can't just remove myself from this. I'm totally supportive of her and want to be there for her, even though it kills me a little inside. Wish I didn't feel this way, but I do.
on Nov. 19, 2012 at 3:46 PM