Had multiple misscarriages and want a baby.
I have had 3 pregnancies and 1 successful pregnancy with the help of medicine. He was born prematurely (7 weeks) I recently had a misscarriage on Nov 17, 2012 and my last misscarriage around the same time last year. I was 7 weeks and 3 days and got to hear the babys heartbeat and no bleeding or anything everything for once in a pregnancy felt normal. I have no clue as to why anything happens but I would not wish this on my worst enemy to go through the emotional toll of feeling like you murdered your child. This misscarriage has been the worst on me then the last because of seeing the babys heartbeat and seeing the baby. The last one was I found out I was pregnant when I was having the misscarriage. It might have been only a few weeks that I had known I was pregnant but I felt like I had made somewhat kind of a bond with it I know that may sound crazy but I just cant help but cry over the fetus they call it because it was my kid something I thought was going great and was actually thought I was going to ge to see the baby and which I did but not the way I wanted too.