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Instead of going to the hospital, i went to her grave

Posted by on Nov. 27, 2012 at 5:20 AM
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Yesterday was my induction date. i was supposed to be heading up to the hospital to have my little girl. right now i should be there, holding her, cuddling her, nursing her. instead i went to visit her grave. i hate this. i hate so much that she was taken away from me. my beautiful little girl. the scene that i cant get out of my head is when the dr. checked her heartbeat and said time of death 9:40am. i would give anything to hold her right now. im so mad! im so upset! it seems like everyone else has gotten over her death but me. in front of everyone i seem fine. but when im alone is when the tears flow. it sucks so bad. i just dont understand why she had to come early. no one knows really why i went into labor (though i say it was from all the stress i was under at the time), and no one understands why she wasnt tolerating the labor. i just wanted to curl up and sleep all day, but i had things to do. and now i cant sleep. crying

Wife to Donald for 5 yrs (Annver. 12/30) and mommy to 6!

Jason 6, Alexis 4 1/2, Catelynn 2 1/2, Ethan 1 1/2 and 2 angels. Baby Fletcher lost to MC 11/13/11 and Makayla lost to premature labor at 24 weeks 5 days 08/17/12 - 08/21/12

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You may have left my arms but you will never leave my heart! 

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Mamasita7176
by Susan on Nov. 27, 2012 at 6:24 AM

Hugs to you mama! I'm sorry things didn't work out the way we all plan them too. No one should lose their babies. It is a pain like no other.

tlbmrf
by Tina on Nov. 27, 2012 at 6:29 AM
Im so sorry for your lost
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Angela4boys
by Angela on Nov. 27, 2012 at 7:24 AM
I am so sorry, (( hugs))
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blessedmommie07
by Desiree on Nov. 27, 2012 at 9:24 AM

*Hugs*  I'm sorry this day is tough on you.  I don't think we will ever understand why things like that happen.

Dani41780
by on Nov. 27, 2012 at 9:26 AM

I am so so sorry (HUGS)

jacksmom3707
by on Nov. 27, 2012 at 9:49 AM

So sorry :-(

MsWood729
by on Nov. 27, 2012 at 2:39 PM

I'm so sorry for your loss {{{HUGS}}}






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