WHY ME LORD?
IF you really knew how I felt, you wouldnt ask how I feel. The ocean isnt deep enough for me to cry my tears. I long for a life, A family of my own, my dreams became disappointments, now in a world alone. Im torn in between to places life or death, my journey seems to have never began, so death I must submit. the feeling I have run deep within, I cant go another day, knowing my sorry will never end. Infertility, is a crime committed against nature, I am the prime suspect and no one else is in danger. I'm tired my body is fading, my life use to be clear and now its all shading, shading away my thoughts and feelings, taking away the air that surrounds me. I am trapped in my own black box with no locks and no room to move. Free I want to be from all the stress and depression you see. Why me... Why Me Lord?
Quoting tiffluv81:psalms23; the lord is my shepherd.
Quoting tiffluv81:psalms23; the lord is my shepherd.
Psalm 23 is one of my favorite psalms. It helped to carry me through my first miscarriage. (((HUGS)))
Im so sorry for your loss :( Writing is always such a nice way to get things out and Im glad you have an outlet! :) Sometimes it helps just to get it on paper and I know that can be something personal so thank you for sharing
I am so sorry :(. Your poem is so deep and touching.
Return to Zero - A Stillbirth Movie.
- tiffluv81
on Dec. 5, 2012 at 12:20 PM