Someone please help me understand him......
A year and a half ago I had a miscarriage. We named the child Owen. This Saturday December 8 he would have been a year old and it is breaking my heart. I have another son that will be six months on the 21st but I cant help but miss Owen. I never felt him kick or anything but god do I feel so empty around this time knowing that he would never have a birthday or a christmas, he would have never known his brother Jacob (the 6 month old).
My husband said that since I had Jacob it should be easier for him, and that I shouldnt be so depressed.
I AM DEPRESSED, I lost my son before he was born!! HELLO!!! Is he that blasted ignorant?? I know each person grieves differently but telling me that I was not allowed to feel horrible this weekend is just down right wrong. I still am taking care of our 6 month old, I am still getting up and doing things around the house why am I not allowed to feel this way?
and just today he basically said that I was not allowed to get the tattoo I drew for Owen because it would cost 200-300 dollars or so his friends say. He never even bothered to call the places to see about pricing or anything. I just feel like he wants me to completely forget everything.