My levels are now below a 1,000 as of last monday and I still don't know how to deal with this pain. In order for me to get pregnant with our second child I had to be on clomid. I just don't understand how the world could be so cruel. I still have faith in the Lord however, I feel like he has turned his back on me. I was lucky enough to not to have my tube removed (yet). Now I have a blood clot that is as big as a soft ball. I just don't know how to deal with this. and my DH is not to the point that he can deal with it as well. It has been almost three weeks since my first shot. The following week I had another shot. I thought when I started bleeding it would get easier but I have been bleeding now for almost two weeks and it is not getting any better. I need any advice that you ladies can give me on how to deal with this.