so i had two pregnancy before and have 2 stunning sons who are 2 and 4
2 weeks ago i found out i was pregnant again and was over the moon everything was normally i felt really sick as normal had to start anti sickness drugs as normal .
then yesterday i got up and went to the bath room when i wiped i seen blood bright red blood and a lot of it . i never bleed in any of my pregnancy so as soon as i seen the blood i had a sinking feeling . i yelled for me dh and he just stood there looking at me i don't think guys know what to do or say
i went to the hospital right away and thedid a pee test and said i may have a uti but there not shore and told me to go home and come back the next day for scans . that was horbale i had to go home not knowing what was going on they gave me no advices on what to do so i spent all night trying not to move hoping the bleeding would stop and baby would be fine
by night time the blood was now dark brown and big clots where coming out. one clot was huge and in my heart i thought " is that my baby "
by the scan this morning i new i could not even look at the screen normally i love stuff like that when they scanned as i new in my heart the baby was gone but i could not help but hope i was wrong . the scan women expand there was no baby left i must have passed it already :( and then said she needed to do and internal scan with fact i was only 6 week to check everything was ok . it was really hard to stay clam knowing 100% your baby dead when they did and interan scan to check everything
i send a nurse after a while think the put my in a room on my own to get over it a little before they talked to me. the said i have a very clearn straght fowerd misscarrige and everything is fine . they said it not my fault
i will prob try again really soon . but i cant think of next year without getting really sad and i dont know how i will cope in aug next year