Hey ladies for the past few months I have been doing nothing but thinking about my baby I m/c in mid march of this year and I have been wondering is this normal to keep feeling this way? It was my first m/c and it has turned my world upsidedown I have two kids already(18)and(3) but wow I never thought that I would still be mourning the loss of my baby and hard too! Sometimes I think I need help and other times I just say the hell with it and when I feel like crying I cry :( when will this painful hurt go away? I know that the hurt will never go away but there is so much pain when I hurt too if this makes any sense to any of you ladies going through or have gone through this and I know there are so many diffrent ways to lose a pregnancy but to me they all are hurtful I just want to find some peace and serenity and for me it seems like it will never come I miss my baby even though I never heard a heartbeat never saw a picture of my little one I miss my baby and nothing can change that! I wish all you ladies who are expecting lots of happiness and a healthy baby I wish I were you!