Today.

[Breamarkable]

Today is ridiculously hard. I've started my first actual post MC period, and I'm so angry. I shouldn't be on my period, I should still be pregnant, I can't stand myself right now. Every trip to the bathroom is a glaring reminder of my body's failure.

[egrzesik91]

I am so sorry for your loss. I had a blighted ovum and lost our baby at seven weeks. I hated going to the bathroom becuase the blood was a reminder that I wasn't pregnant anymore. I had my period exactly a month after and I was furious and upset. I got pregnant the month after. Keep your head up

[Breamarkable]

I'm sorry for yours as well. .hugs.

I'm trying to.

Quoting egrzesik91:

I am so sorry for your loss. I had a blighted ovum and lost our baby at seven weeks. I hated going to the bathroom becuase the blood was a reminder that I wasn't pregnant anymore. I had my period exactly a month after and I was furious and upset. I got pregnant the month after. Keep your head up

[Mommy4Clara]

I'm so sorry. I know completely how you feel. I'm still waiting for my first AF and I was just feeling like a failure a few min. ago.... I know that my baby's death was my fault because I have PCOS, so I feel awful. I'm eager though to get a period and move past this "stage." I want to ttc again soon.

[Angela4boys]

I am very sorry :( you didn't fail. I just want you to know that feeling must be very common. I also felt I failed my baby... But I didn't, you didn't either. It's just part of the grief process that we blame, sometimes ourself, or others. If we could have changed the outcome, we would have, but we couldn't, it's just circumstance. ((((Hugs))) to you mama!

[Breamarkable]

.hugs. It's not your fault your body decided to develop cystic ovaries. I so hope your TTC becomes a FYB.

Quoting Mommy4Clara:

I'm so sorry. I know completely how you feel. I'm still waiting for my first AF and I was just feeling like a failure a few min. ago.... I know that my baby's death was my fault because I have PCOS, so I feel awful. I'm eager though to get a period and move past this "stage." I want to ttc again soon.

[Treasure43]

I'm so sorry. I know how hard it can be but its not your fault. The good news about your period is it means your body is getting back to normal.

[Mommy4Clara]

Thank you. I am seeing a specialist next week to talk about options.
Hugs to you. Maybe we will be pregnant together soon. :)

Quoting Breamarkable:

.hugs. It's not your fault your body decided to develop cystic ovaries. I so hope your TTC becomes a FYB.

Quoting Mommy4Clara:

I'm so sorry. I know completely how you feel. I'm still waiting for my first AF and I was just feeling like a failure a few min. ago.... I know that my baby's death was my fault because I have PCOS, so I feel awful. I'm eager though to get a period and move past this "stage." I want to ttc again soon.

[bwoosley]

I'm so sorry for your loss and for the way you are feeling, but this is not your fault.

[Breamarkable]

I blame myself mostly. .hugs. I'm sorry.

Quoting Angela4boys:

I am very sorry :( you didn't fail. I just want you to know that feeling must be very common. I also felt I failed my baby... But I didn't, you didn't either. It's just part of the grief process that we blame, sometimes ourself, or others. If we could have changed the outcome, we would have, but we couldn't, it's just circumstance. ((((Hugs))) to you mama!

[blessedmommie07]

*hugs*  I remember that well.  Just let out all the anger.