I feel like I'm trapped :(
Not having a good few days over here. I'm a little over a week from my due date and Christmas was extremely hard for me. DH and I are on our fourth cycle of TTC and I'm realizing I'm obsessing. Right after the m/c, I was constantly reliving that. Now that we're TTC, I'm constantly anxious about that. I've been seeing a counseler and it's helping but I still feel like all I think about is my reproductive system/babies/if I'll miscarry again. I feel like I'm a bit obsessed with it. I'm either sad I'm not pregnant or worrying about what would happen if I do get pregnant again. How do I take a break from it all? As hard as it is, maybe I need to stop coming on this site for a bit.
Any thoughts on how to just get away from all the ttc, miscarriage, baby thoughts? I feel like they're dominating my thoughts and I just want to feel carefree and happy again...even if it's only for a little bit.