i hate days like this, feeling good in the morning and all of a sudden, down in the dumps.. :(
debating if i really want to use Zoloft because i don't want to become dependant on drugs to be happy.. so much racing through my head, thoughts of happiness and sadness. wishing i had my baby here with me rather then not. time is all in my factor n wishing i could speed it up. Soon i will get my AF again, just another reminder of my sweet Augusto that I'm not carrying.
i wish heaven had a phone, so i can call home.
te quiero mucho mi bebe con todo mi corazon para siempre y siempre, hasta que nos volvamos mijo. :'( 
Señor celebrar mi bebé apretado hasta que llego allí con él. Por favor amo tanto como yo lo amo. Por favor, decirle acerca de mí, como le habría dicho acerca de usted.
*hugs* My approach to anti-depressants is that if I go on them its only temporary to stablize my mood and I do it in conjunction with counseling so a counselor can help me know when I'm ready to slowly wean off of them and in a good place.
And I find a doctor and/or therapst (who prescribed meds) that understands and has the same views as me that anti-depressants should be temporary and to just help me get to a good place again so that I can function on my own at some point.
And when I talk about temporary I'm taking anywere from 6 months to 2 yrs at the latest. Usually you get in a better place around one year but everyone is different.
BTW, I was on antidepressants for awhile and they helped but when I went off my bc I stopped taking them and have been a lot better since then.
Almost 3 years later
- debbie303
on Jan. 2, 2013 at 4:12 PM