How are you today? January 4

[echupko]

How are you feeling today? How can we support you?

[Irene1923]

I had mixed emptions too about meeting my niece after our losses but sweet was much more than the bitter and I was surprised how happy I was and how little it made me feel sad. TTC is such an emotional and scary time. I hope when you are ready it all goes wonderful for you.

Quoting Zealand2008:

Mixed emotions. Heading to hospital to meet my new niece or nephew. So excited for them but sad for me. Confession- I'm scared to TTC. I'm afraid to lose another baby.

[Irene1923]

Thinking of you and I hope you feel better. While it sucks, I am glad yesterday brought some relief. *Hugs*

Quoting Angela4boys:

Feeling ok today. My head is a little heavy, and by body is sore from all the tension I have been holding, but I feel relief and calm right now surprisingly.

[Zealand2008]

:) maybe. I've been surrounded by babies this whole vacation.

Quoting Angela4boys:

That is understandable... I felt the same way. (((Hugs))). Enjoy cuddling with your new family member! Maybe that will be the push you need to jump into TTC

Quoting Zealand2008:

Mixed emotions. Heading to hospital to meet my new niece or nephew. So excited for them but sad for me. Confession- I'm scared to TTC. I'm afraid to lose another baby.

[Angela4boys]

I will be super excited when it's you making a pregnancy announcement, nothing is more beautiful than a rainbow (((hugs)))

Quoting Zealand2008:

:) maybe. I've been surrounded by babies this whole vacation.

Quoting Angela4boys:

That is understandable... I felt the same way. (((Hugs))). Enjoy cuddling with your new family member! Maybe that will be the push you need to jump into TTC

Quoting Zealand2008:

Mixed emotions. Heading to hospital to meet my new niece or nephew. So excited for them but sad for me. Confession- I'm scared to TTC. I'm afraid to lose another baby.

[momofcrazypants]

I understand the mixed emotions part. I'm scared to ttc again too. That's been on my mind alot this week. We have one more cycle to wait and I'm nervous that the same thing is going to happen again.

Quoting Zealand2008:

Mixed emotions. Heading to hospital to meet my new niece or nephew. So excited for them but sad for me. Confession- I'm scared to TTC. I'm afraid to lose another baby.

[momofcrazypants]

I'm glad to hear that you feel some relief now. I'm sure DH is taking good care of you too!

Quoting Angela4boys:

Feeling ok today. My head is a little heavy, and by body is sore from all the tension I have been holding, but I feel relief and calm right now surprisingly.

[Angela4boys]

Yes, he is :)

Quoting momofcrazypants:

I'm glad to hear that you feel some relief now. I'm sure DH is taking good care of you too!

Quoting Angela4boys:

Feeling ok today. My head is a little heavy, and by body is sore from all the tension I have been holding, but I feel relief and calm right now surprisingly.

[Samantha1114]

My 2 year old made pee pee on the potty for the first time, and I'm so proud of her!  I'm also a little sad bc it means that my baby is growing up!  Want to try for another one, but don't want to stress myself out about it. I get pregnant easily when I don't think about it, and, when I stress out about it, it never happens. Trying not to think too much, which is pretty impossible for me, lol. 

[CowgirlSoldier]

Yesterday I was great. I felt like I was content with the loss and that I could get through it. 

Today I am a wreck. I keep thinking about this deployment. Thinking about not delivering when hubby comes home, not having a growing belly while he is gone, no more baby shower, no more gender reveal, no more painting the babys room, no more picking out the furniture. My baby's room is a sewing room again. My belly won't grow (probably shrink) and instead of prepping for baby I will be getting a job while hubby is away to keep myself from getting too sad about the deployment and being alone. I was looking forward so much to my husband and I having our first child. Everything changed in an instant..... So today, I am in shambles. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day. 

[Zealand2008]

I have a niece! She's adorable and I almost held it together. Then my sil dad gave me a pendant that said "hope" on it and said he had been holding on to it for awhile. Was touching. At least I didn't cry in front of my brother.