UGH!!! Trying not to scream!
I have mentioned before here that my sister in law is pregnant. She is 18 weeks....I would have been 17 weeks tomorrow. She found out today that she is having a girl, and it's posted all over facebook.
I'm trying to be ok with it, I'm trying not to be angry. But I'm so annoyed by it!
My SIL has 3 boys, ages 16, 9, and 9. No, the second two are not twins, they are 9 months apart exactly, born the same year. She has had all three boys taken away from her from CPS for drug and physical abuse. The younger boys live with her again but the oldest child has not lived with her in a few years.
She has always wanted a baby girl and made many mentions of not preventing a pregnancy, so she could have a girl. But she doesn't take care of the boys she has!!!! Her boyfriend is a massive drug addict and he beats on all of them. She doesn't have the time, money, or patience for a baby. On the other hand, my hubby and I have the resources and the love and tried for months to get pregnant, and our baby died at 12 weeks gestation. It just seems so unfair.
I do believe that everything happens for a reason, and I am trying to see the good in all of this, but it's very difficult not to be ridiculously frustrated!
Thanks for listening to my vent!