some times i wonder. im so fcking sick of going thru this. im physically and mentally drained. im tired of seeing all these ungrateful ass people have pregnant in one try and dont even want the child. then its people like us that cant enjoy that. ive have seven misccarriages in 6 damn yrs. Enough is enough. Im tired of hearing the same ole saying hope for the best but prepare for the worse. when i found out i was expecting on the 2nd i was happy, but reality set in and i just had the gut feeeling that it was going to happen. and it did. i got 7 bfp the first week of this year. and i decided to test yesterday just for reassurance and it wasnt even a faint line on it. How can that be explained? all the people say its rarely a false positive well damn i got 7 last week. i just dont understand. im far away from home. idk what to do. If i should go to the er or just wait and see if af shows up. sorry for the vent ladies im just tired of the let downs.