update again :) UPDATE spotting and cramping
No more red spotting since like 8pm yesterday! Right now I don't even have a discharge at all. I had a little cottage cheese like discharge about 5-6 different times. Right now I think it was the progestrone meds that caused the spotting like the doctor said and I am wondering if the discharge was the meds just coming back out. The pill is tan colored and the discharge was kinda an odd color (not really white, not really yellow). I feel like as long as there isn't tons of blood I will atleast get to see my baby on the ultrasound on Monday. I will also be discussing this with my doctor and seeing if I can take the progestrone orally (like my last pregnancy) instead of vaginally to avoid these scares in the future. Thanks for the love and care ladies- you have no clue how much I depend on ya'll. I tell my boyfriend about ya'll like he should know you by name.
I had red spotting about 3 times last night. Just little smudges on the toilet paper. Then nothing for a few times. Then a few times of like cream colored with tiny brown flecks in it. I'm kinda confused about the brown flecks, it didn't really look like "old blood." I don't think I am cramping really. I have a stomach ache, but hell I always do anyway and the pains are belly button high so shouldn't be baby related. I am gonna go to the mall in a bit and see what walking does to the bleeding. Also I am wondering if this could be bladder related because I am drinking plenty of water but my urine is still murky and yellowish enough that it makes the toilet paper yellow. Hmmmm why me?
I wiped and there was just a smidge of blood. Now I "think" I am cramping. I went from being so hopeful to being scared and angry. My doc said the progestrone can cause some spotting, but I just don't feel hopeful now. I feel like my baby will be gone before I even get to see him/her on ultrasound on Monday. I am 6weeks today and morning sickness just started today- I was all bubbly and happy. I know you ladies are going to tell me to be hopeful and try not to stress, but with my history/future I feel like it is already over. My kids are going to be crushed.