She is 25, and has all the time in the world. She got engaged, pregnant, and moved in with the baby daddy right after she met him (who knows what order), and he is a married man. All this while she was waiting for her longterm boy-friend to propose. She is only only 1 yr older than the baby daddy's oldest child.
And..well f*ck it's about 7 weeks before my dute date was. This is so painful! It should be my shower, and I won't even talk more about the circumstances. Sigh, so here I sit and cry. :-(
Honestly, I really don't care that shes pregnant. I hope they make each other happy, and are able to give the child a good and happy life. I just want it for me and my husband too, and the timing just SUCKS! I have been having nightmares about everyone around me getting pregnant but me. It has been so hard, and I reallly couldn't give a flying ---- who or what Kate Middleton wants for a nanny! Yes, that is what reminded me this afternoon. Thanks ABC news. Grrrrr!
I'm so sorry hun. Swear all you need too! It feels good sometimes, I think! Let it all out, all your frustration and anger and hurt...**hugs again**
This past August when i found out my baby's heart beat had stopped I had my niece's baby shower the next day, that I put together for her. I still had the baby inside of me and I was not able to go. I just couldn't do it. I just called her and told her, she wanted me there and I'm sure she didn't understand my feelings ( she's a kid ) but I knew that it wasn't the right place for me to be. So, do what's right for you.
The day my cousin had her baby was the day i finally got my period after my mc in july. I could not go to the hospital it was so hard and painful I mean I was happy for her but I was hurting for me. I knew she understood there are times when venting is the only thing you need to do. Sometimes it seems so un fair of who gets to be a mommy or who doesnt atleast that is what it seems like to me. I hope time can help. I am so sorry for what you are going through but remember you are not alone cause they are plenty of us that know what that feels like.
Almost 3 years later
- SherylSelena
on Jan. 31, 2013 at 5:28 PM