I found out I was pregnant as I was losing the baby and I don't know what to do now.
How do you deal with loosing a baby you didn't even know about, until you lost the pregnancy? I wasn't suppose to be pregnant, i was/ am on the paragard its suppose to be good for 10 years. I wanted another baby, but i wanted other things first I wanted my 6 month old daughter to be a baby before we had another. Now that I know there was one and he/she died I can't seam to stop crying. I'll never know if it was a boy or girl, I'll never get to hold my baby, there is just so much i'll never know. My husband just pretends it didn't happen he just holds me and lets me cry. I don't understand why i'm crying so much I didn't know until it was gone. I tried to get it out of the toilet, but i couldn't get it and i gave up, I feel like i should have tried harder i can't get over the fact that that's where my baby went. I just don't know what to do, I feel horrible, ashamed of myself i don't want my husband to even look at me. The few family and friends i've told keeps telling me their sorry and that i'll have another baby, I don't want to replace a baby i lost and i feel that if i have another baby now, i'll just be trying to replace him/her. I'm just lost right now, and i need help making sense of what happened.