fears on telling my ex about my miscarriage
I finally got the courage to want to tell my ex about our baby. I'm trying to get a hold of him through his cousin with no luck. I know he knows i want to talk to him but i guess since i avoided him so much its kind of taken by surprise. Im so anxious to talk to him. I really dont know what exactly im expecting of him but im getting impatient. Im also scared about how hes going to react. Im scared hes not going to care but mostly im scared that he'll be mad. I guess its understandable id be mad too. I guess i just want him to comfort me. I dont know maybe im just sounding crazy. I guess cause when we broke up he left knowing that there was a possibility i was pregnant. In my mind if he left he didnt care so if he didnt care about that why would he care about this? I guess theres a lot of fear going in to this but i would probably drive myself crazy if i didnt do it.