Two years ago today I was pregnant, but the baby's heart had stopped. It was a horrible time and I had a lot of trouble coping with the loss. I couldn't stand to be around anyone and didn't even want my boyfriend to touch me because I was so afraid of getting pregnant again. Then last year I found out I was pregnant again. I was terrified I was going to lose the baby and with all the complications that arose... it really seemed like I would. We didn't even tell anyone until after 20 weeks because we didn't want to go through another public loss. But despite all the scares... Ashlee Sonne Delilah Biggs was born on 2/7/13 (at 38 weeks 2 days!) weighing 6 lbs 6oz and measuring 20 inches long.
I wasn't sure if I should post this in this group because I know how hard it is to be suffering a loss, but I want you all to know.... I was told I would NEVER carry a child. For 10 years after my first loss I was told my body wasn't meant to be pregnant. Then I had Rayne in 2010, a loss in 2011... and now my little Ashlee. There is always hope... just don't stop believing in miracles. I hope you all get your rainbows too.