I'm not really sure how to feel about this. Part of why I think I lost it a week or two ago, was because I feel like I didn't honored my baby. There was no hiding what happened with my first loss because I was 16 weeks. But the second loss, we hadn't told anyone, I was 9 weeks. But this is where I'm feeling bad :( I really don't want to announce it to the world, I don't want the kids to have to experience loss again...BUT, I also feel bad, almost as if the baby was hidden, or not important enough to be known. I want to be able to pay tribute to the baby, but not really want to deal with explaining or hurting the other kids.
Does this even make sense? I don't know how to deal with these feelings.
on Feb. 24, 2013 at 12:11 PM