Almost a year........
It's been a while, I don't come in here often. I find myself slipping back if I read too many posts in this group. It is just so sad and makes me angry that their are so many of us that NEED a group like this....
Anyway, that being said.....Mar 29th will be the one year anniversary of the loss of our second baby. Gabriel. (For those that don't know we also lost a baby in Oct. 2011, just 5 months earlier)
I am beyond ready to try again. I have mentioned it to my husband a handful of times and each time he just kind of glosses over the discussion or says he doesn't want to lose me if we lost another baby. (Not physically lose me, but mentally if that makes sense)
How do I talk to him about this again? How do I let him know that I dont want the lossses of our babies to be the "end" of the story? I am leaps and bounds away from where I was even 6 months ago. I have accepted the fact that our babies are gone. I do still get sad, this time last year I was pregnant.....now I am not, nor do I have a new baby.
Anyway, I guess i just needed to vent a little.