Only a week has gone by
It has only been a week since my miscarriage it will be exactly at 6:00pm (EST) I would have notice the spotting. I am doing better but then my mind keeps thinking I should have been going on six weeks pregnant telling everyone the good news at the end of this month (March). But I am not, I am still waiting on the my daughter's shirt to arrive saying "I'm going to be a big sister" I am not sure how I will be once it arrives. Not being pregnant makes me want to try again right away but with work it would be better to wait until the Fall. I am just not sure I can wait that long. I think if it wasn't for my daughter I would not be able to move on. I didn't think I wanted anymore children after my daughter but after getting pregnant getting use to the idea of another baby then losing it I would like another one now. I keep telling myself it is better to wait just a little while so my body can get back on normal cycles. This time around though I am going to use the ovulation kits (like I did with my daughter) and hopefully the pregnancy will stick around.