My name is Jess I am new to this group and I have been married to my wonderfully devoted husband Matt, for almost a year and a half. During that time, I have had two miscarriages both of them were between the 6-9 week mark. My husband although being supportive does not understand why my heart is still aching for our babies ( Loss 1 9/28/2011 and Loss 2 1/08/2013). We want to have children desperately, but I am so scared that if I would get pg again that I would loose that one as well. With that said, I have some medical conditions which make it difficult to get pregnant which make the losses even more devestating. Being pregnant requires many sacrifies medically on my part, but I am willing to go thru anything to have a child except go thru another miscarriage.
Have any of you ever been in this situation and if so did you decide to try again. I will probably have to go thru a doctor to get pregnant if we decide to try again due to my medical problems. My heart hurts so much for my babies, and at times I will admit it that it does consume me. I have had so much loss in my life including my Mom when I was 19 years old. I just wish I had someone to lean on who understands as my husbands words of comforting at times make things worse rather than better. Any advice or words of wisdom are appreciated.