hi my name is sarah i am 26 it has been almost a year since my mom died from a stroke n a heartack on april 5th 2012 i also got pg like 5 or 6 weeks after she died so i didnt get to grief that much i did but i also was happy cus i tired for over 7 years to get pg and most of my family said when somone dies another is born so i took it that my mom gave her life to give me wat i always wanted but now it has all changed now the sadness i went the whole 9 months caring a beautful baby girl n i go to the hospital everything is fine and ok and we knew she was going to be a big baby so we were going to get a seasck and 15 minutes befor ser. she dies inside of me my baby eleana died befor they could get her out i can still remember when they woke me up from ser. to tell me i askd them y would u play such a horrble joke like that n then i realized they wasnt one minute my baby had the hickups inside of me the next she was gone i got to hold my 8.8 pound n 20inch baby for 6 hours it was the best n the worst moment of my life i dont know how to live or get thru this
I am so sorry about your sweet girl. I hope this group brings you a small amount of help and comfort like it has brought me. This is a wonderful caring place where you can share all your fears and pain. Hugs honey
How do I open up to DH?
- mommyluvseleana
on Mar. 2, 2013 at 6:06 PM