My baby girl was born sleeping 3 1/2 weeks ago. I know it is normal to cry and grieve. I have cried every day since her birth. My husband went back to work last week, my other 3 children are in school. I am home alone during the day by myself. I look at my baby's urn, talk to her, read passages from the Bible, and cry while doing all of that. I also read books about stillbirth, look online about stillbirth and then go to YouTube and watch videos. It just brings back such "memories"and thoughts about our precious angel. Why do I torture myself day in and day out doing this to myself? Is this normal? I feel like I am killing myself inside to get the hurt out! I sob heavy sobs when looking at pictures of other stillborn babies.
on Mar. 18, 2013 at 10:06 AM