It's been one week and two days since I miscarried my first child. I was 7 1/2 weeks pregnant. I was told when was younger (20+plus) years go I would not have kids, due to my endometriosis. Meet the right guy and surprise! My miscarriage was hard, took three days and a d&c to finish. Lots of blood and physical pain. At first my finace was super supportive, now he is like... "Its over, time to move on"
So, everyday I get up and take care of life. I break down here and there in silence. I sleep little and am very distracted. I am also very angry at him, life, you name it. I understand I still have some pregnancy hormones so everything seems so intense right now.
In general I feel lost, like I am losing my mind. I want to heal but, know that takes time. I want the anger to stop and for me to be able to be present in my life. Manly I think I just needed a place to turn to that others understand what I am going through.