We are trying to stay strong however I do not know how much more emotional damage I can take. Can I go 19 more weeks trying to carry this little girl. Never being able to have a shower, not buying her anything, and always having to explain myself to everyone? Or do I get induced early, hold her, and let her be with the angels in heaven.
My due date group doesn't understand what I'm going through and most of then say I am wrong and not a Christian if I get induced early.
Sorry so long