its been six weeks to the day since i loss my little girl. most days i feel like it wont ever get better. especially the last two nights waking up screaming, not being able to go back to sleep cause I'm scared I'll relive it all over again. mind you i went to doc earlier this week she gave me rx for ambien and that hasn't helped with sleep if i have that nightmare, i also had her set up appointment for therapy i pray that it will help me cause i cant keep this up. i feel so worn down especially having to go to work feeling like this, yesterday i spent half my shift in the bathroom crying. today no crying but everyone knew just like yesterday i wasn't really there. on top of that i had one of my co workers ask how was the pregnancy going it broke my heart all over again to have to tell her i loss my Rose, she then goes into her story how her aunt had 5 mc before having her only child. i don't want to have to go through this again don't know if i can handle it. I don't start therapy till the 8Th it can't come fast enough.