Next year ***Update!*****
I'll find out tomorrow whether or not AF shows up, if you read my posts you know we weren't officially trying yet, but I hope I'm gonna get a BFP now.
SO says we will start trying as of January of next year. He says he doesn't want any dates with pregnancy or baby being in this year after all the bad that happened. ( We lost his unlce that raised him on January 1rst, then my almost 5 year old son on February 23rd ).
Is it terrible that I still want to be pregnant now?
Uodate*- I took a cheap pregnancy test this morning, (AF was due). It was negative, and then I thought I was starting AF after that, but it was just a little bit of orangish colored spotting, then nothing else all day, no cramps or any of the usual AF signs. Had a little more spotting about an hour ago right after we had sex, still no real bleeding and no other usual AF signs. What do you ladies think?