Today I was feeling pretty good. A good friend of mine had a baby a month ago and I haven't been able to bring myself to visit her or see the baby. I have actually been doing everything in my power to avoid looking at or being around babies in general which is the exact opposite from how I was before the tragedy. But today I went over to my friends house, brought her lunch and after a couple hours of sitting on her couch I asked to hold her baby. I cried for a while after he was in my arms but I think I was able find something today that I didn't even know I was searching for. I hope that all of you are able to find some good in today! Hugs to you all!!!
on Mar. 25, 2013 at 9:39 PM