When you are not trying or waiting to try in the future- how do you feel?
Starting with my miscarriage last year, I had been worried about getting pregnant because we were not ready to have 2 very young children "running around." Then when I had my ectopic pregnancy in November, I've gone on complete "high alert" of my body.
DH and I are not trying until at least the end of the year- just so that we can try and build up our finances.
In the meantime, despite being on the pill and using extra protection, I am worried about becoming pregnant. I have to be aware of my body now, because I am now high risk. With the ep they took a little more than half my left tube- and who knows if it is open or sealed from the cauterization.
Everytime that AF comes for a visit I am relieved, but only for a moment, and then I go back on high alert.