UPDATED am I just freaking out or am I going to miscarry again?
I am so scared of loosing this baby with my last one I had these same pains, I have no bleeding or spotting but didnt with the last one either.
I have contacted midwife an she is to be calling me in about 10 mins. So far the receptionist told me I'm only 5 weeks nothing I can do other then let things happen. I lost my last baby at 9 weeks an didnt find out till 12 weeks at ultrasound.
So the midwife just called me an told me my HCG levels are extremely low only 1-2 weeks which does not make sense at all an gave me the speel on how there is nothing I could have done o stop it an nothing that I did caused it an blah blah blah an there going to go blood still tomorrow morning to see what's going on an then decide whether to do ultrasound. Honestly I have never wante to just fall asleep an not wake up this is not fair this is friggen bullshit. why do we all have to go through this stuff.
I have a healthy 3yr old daughter, I am very healthy. They all told me my chances were good to go on to have healthy babies after the last miscarriage but now here I am.