My realizations (pregnancy mentioned)
I'm 7 weeks pregnant with my 5th pregnancy and I'm trying really hard to stay positive this time. However, it's made me think about my 3 Mcs. I realized that my first miscarriage was the worst because I never though it would happen. My2nd was the worst because I never though it'd happen twice in a row and my third was the worst because I'm starting to think a full term pregnancy will ever happen.
Recently I was told that my fear is over something that god has already decided. I realized how true that was. I've learned I am absolutely powerless over creating new life. With all this in mind, I'm taking my pregnancy one day at a time because I never know if it's the last day I'll be pregnant.
hope this helps someone else.