So many feelings right now but the most is that I'm scared. I did the first blood test on Wednesday an Thursday the midwife called to say my numbers are extremely low for 5 weeks an gave me the spiel on how there is nothing I did or could have done to stop this. So giving no hope of numbers doubling at today's blood test. But everything I have read says that you should never use HCG levels to tell how far along someone is an that it should only be used to see if numbers are doubling.
I'm scared to hope that the numbers have gone up but I'm really starting to wonder if its possible.
I'm scared to get a phone call this afternoon telling me yes you for sure are loosing the baby.
on Apr. 5, 2013 at 9:54 AM