Waiting is the hardest part....***UPDATE - I tested today...
How appropriete, Tom Petty's song won't stop playing in my head! LOL
AF is due today. I usually get it in the morning and it's almost night now. I just want to get on with it, I don't want to have it next weekend and I don't want to keep having that little secret hope of "maybe I won't get it." I keep having dreams about little newborn girls, and it tortures my heart and makes me want to get pregnant so badly. A period that's usually early but taking it's sweet old time this month is driving me nuts!
I can't decide if I want to see it so that I can pack my bags for it this weekend and not get it while I'm out and about, or if I hope to not see it at all and keep that hope going. I don't know if I have the courage to pray for a BFP again!
UPDATE: My toddler gave me a black undereye a few days ago, which ended up getting infected so I had to go to the doctors' today. They needed to give me an antibiotic so they had to test me for pregnancy. The nurse came in and broke the news - I'm pregnant!! It's SO hard to cry out of a swollen eye, but it was the happiest tears I've had in a long time. I'm so over the moon excited!!!!
Babywearing, co-sleeping, exclusively breastfeeding, AP, natural birthing, happily married SAH Mommy to Katherine Isabelle, and mommy to our Angel baby, Elizabeth Rose.