My name is Robin. After trying for 5 years I had a missed miscarriage 10-10-08. On 10-08-09 I found out I was pregnant again. I had my son Coley on 6-1-10. On 6-11-11 I found out I was pregnant again and had my son Trevor on 1-24-12. After trying for 6 months my husband and I found out I was pregnant again on 2-25-13. Yesterday I went for my first ultrasound and the baby was measuring 9 weeks 1 day but was not moving and did not have a heartbeat. The baby's head was also smaller than the body and the lungs were filling up with fluid. The baby passed away within the last couple of days. This morning I had a D&C. I am so heartbroken that this has happened again. I am sturggling to be a mommy along with this loss. In 6 weeks my Dr is going to check to see if I have a clotting disorder or something. I cannot understand how this happened again. I have received a lot of support from my friends and family and from a group of my Jan 2012 due date friends. But I feel like a piece of me died yesterday. I feel like I'm walking, talking, and surviving but in a trance. I have this overwhelming feeling of wanting to try getting pregnant right away although I know I need to wait a couple months to heal. My first miscarriage we did not knowthe gender but we named that baby Elian , which means a moment in time. I want to name this baby as well something gender neutral. Any help suggestions or advice is greatly welcomed. And anyone that might have some insight as to how this couple happen again please tell me.
on Apr. 6, 2013 at 1:06 AM